totally stuck in my sucks life.. [DAMN]

who am i??
i really don't know. its so complicated.
i love arts. i do. every parts of art that i knew..
but i just don't know where am i going to start and end up..

i love all about design stuff,,design interior,,mix and match something,,etc
create something new that i don't know which part of that can i used..
or what i can do with that,,

i love to paint something,,
on the wood,,shirt,,paper,,etc
and all of stuff that i made just i put in my room..
because i don't know what i can do with that..-again-

i love share my feelings in poems or short story (cerita pendek)..
but it had been long time ago i didn't do this anymore,,

i love edit photos,,
since i knew that photo is cool stuff ever which u can create more with your own style,,
and i always try to give different style with others,,
so i have my own character in arts world,,

i love take photos,,unique photos i guess,,
with different angle..with my creativity..
(walaupun kebanyakan dibilang aneh sama orang2 sekitar gw..hehe)
but its totally art right?
art is what u make it,,with on your own,,with your capability,,with your heart,,with your art soul,,although it so strange according to other people who looked it..

but the point is..
i don't know the first thing that i should do in my sucks life..
and i still don't know until and even i knew what i love and what i like..
damn.

Bogor Botanical Garden

saturday, April 17th 2010..

me and my sista went to bogor botanical garden,,
and u know what? its a long journey for us
BECAUSE..

1. we were walking around with our foot
2. that place is soooooo....big for us (and for our foot, of course..haha)


and this is what we've got..
*narcissism
hehe

get well soon.

yesterday,,
me and my parents went to grandma and grandpa's house..
its very sad looked my grandpa sick with swollen foot..

i can imagine if i was in that position,,
its so terrible,,
u know..its like a bad day that i cant stand with my own foot and cant walk like everybody does..
its really,,really,,awful..
but i was so happy when I saw my grandma always beside him and give her attention to him..
may Allah give me a good person with personality like her..
and I hope my grandpa get well soon..
amien,,
^^

i hope everything is gonna be alright then.

[DO SOMETHING] for a BETTER LIFE

well,,
when i discussed with my group and the leader,,-of course-,,
we realized that we'd never do something yet in our life for a better life,,
so..we should make a list for that..
and lets check the list.

12 something you have to do for a better life:

1. appreciate your time (discipline yourself)
2. stop vandalism
3. put your rubbish in trash bag
4. safety drive
5. green act:do planting/reforestation,make little garden at ur home,etc.
6. save water for the future
7. turn off the light if you didn't use it
8. recycle an-organic stuff to be an useful stuff
9. give something useful for the person who needed
10. check up your health before too late
11. donor blood
12. fight sightless letters.

Please give me an extra amount about [DO SOMETHING] for a BETTER LIFE from your opinion or your idea.
Your opinion and your idea is very useful to other person in this world for a better life.
So,,i think..we have to refresh their brain before something terrible happen..
i will waiting for that and thank you so much for your time,,
I wish every second of what you do and done in your life is for a better life..^^

we're just HUMAN!!

check this one out.




so guys,,don't being an arrogant person...
whoever you are or wherever you come from..you're just a HUMAN..
and ONLY a little THING in this world..^^

*remember: your life is temporary.

government act??

picture 1

picture 2

well,,thats so ironic..when i saw that statement (picture 1), i was happy..

but unfortunately,,after that..
i saw the truth of that statement (picture 2)..
and the question is...where is the government?? did they give action to that problems??

or police..maybe?

life quote

Quote of the day is...

and yes, i am..thanks!!^^

*picture from www.photobucket.com

splash.

in this picture,,from left: septa, me, and seli..
and i'm sorry to change the color of her clothes..haha

waterfall..

you can see me?? i give u the key..
key:the yellow shirt..
now,,you can see me right?..
good,, ^^

ok,i love this stuff..bcoz i was beneath the waterfall,,and it's forbidden
*to me,,i think.. -haha..
and you know what?my mom so worried,,bcoz she cant prohibit us to go there..
well,,maybe thats our ambition..
swim,,to go there,,and proved that we can reach that..
like certain that you can reach your dream..
*L-E-B-A-Y,,hahahaha

anyway,,
this picture was taken at curug luhur..
i went there with my famz and my lovely..^^ hehe
miss that moment,,~_~ hiks,,

sunset,,oh sunset..

i've found a great picture and i want to share it with you. please, take a look.


that's sunset!! i've never imagine so close with it..and i was in the middle of the sea..
but not IN the sea,,exactly..
still on the surface i mean,,haha
i was on the fisherman ship,,stand up with my foots,,and its so cool..
i hope i can feel that again,,with different trip of course ^^

jump.

it took when my ministry have a trip to Jakarta-Banten-Lampung..
we have a great time eva,,we went to the island in Lampung which didn't have occupant,,
with white sand,,best view,,and nice shot..

come on guyz..lets jump -again-

my girls,,

this is a picture of my girls,,
u can called us 'bucat'..we're not a GANG,,like badgirl,,hotchick or whatever..
bcoz the meaning of bucat is..bucat=buku curhat,,haha
when we're in senior high school,,we're like and enjoy to tell the story of us,,
about what happened to us, problems around us,,about boys in our life -of course-..in a book..
and we have finished 6 books in 2 years..
*5 books,exactly..bcoz the sixth book is never completed
i think that book is so important to us..
bcoz without that book,,i think we cant through our life with passion and smile..
hey,,we're just an ordinary girl...we have to tell our secret to another person who can understand us..
and i think,,they are..

well,,in a word,,our relationship is best,,best,,bestfriends,,^^
like words that i used on that picture.."friends 4 eva"
miss u all galz,,xoxoxo
;*

yeay,,hello everyone!!

O-K!! This is it..
lets check my blog and you'll see what i've done...
i hope my blog can give you love,joy, and happiness..

i created this blog to share about my life style and creativity..
i'm a beginner,,so i hope you can give me your comment for my posting..

enjoy it,,^^