totally stuck in my sucks life.. [DAMN]

who am i??
i really don't know. its so complicated.
i love arts. i do. every parts of art that i knew..
but i just don't know where am i going to start and end up..

i love all about design stuff,,design interior,,mix and match something,,etc
create something new that i don't know which part of that can i used..
or what i can do with that,,

i love to paint something,,
on the wood,,shirt,,paper,,etc
and all of stuff that i made just i put in my room..
because i don't know what i can do with that..-again-

i love share my feelings in poems or short story (cerita pendek)..
but it had been long time ago i didn't do this anymore,,

i love edit photos,,
since i knew that photo is cool stuff ever which u can create more with your own style,,
and i always try to give different style with others,,
so i have my own character in arts world,,

i love take photos,,unique photos i guess,,
with different angle..with my creativity..
(walaupun kebanyakan dibilang aneh sama orang2 sekitar gw..hehe)
but its totally art right?
art is what u make it,,with on your own,,with your capability,,with your heart,,with your art soul,,although it so strange according to other people who looked it..

but the point is..
i don't know the first thing that i should do in my sucks life..
and i still don't know until and even i knew what i love and what i like..
damn.