letter from someone to someone who broke her heart

i didn't believe when you said to me that you can't accept who i am now..
even if i gave you all of my trust for you..

did you remember when you said to me : "do you believe me, right?"
and i gave you everything that i have,,
but you said that you can't accept me now because i was in my different look now??
and it really broken my heart..
i swear that you're really a j***!
how could i believe in you?? what a life!!
besides that,,i have ever asked you, right?
i asked your permission..and you said yes..

and how could you ask me to understand you but besides that you never understand me??
how??!! tell me!!
you are so selfish person i have ever known in my life..
you're such a d*** j***!!
s***!

but your promise is just a promise..
i never believe you until you proved something to me..
something that can change my life immediately..
i will waiting for your promise..
i give you my word..
because you must responsible for everything that we've done..