oficially graduated

officially graduated is really made me sick!!
BECAUSE:
1. now, i am an unemployment..
and it means i don't have a job and [of course],,i don't have money..
hix ;'(
2. i have to find a job which can make me comfortable..
and it's really difficult to me..
because i don't want to work in any kind of bank and media television..
3. i never imagine to reach this level..
because,,[actually]i really don't want to work..
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i just wanna do what i love,,
doing some business,,being an entrepreneur etc.
but my boyfriend wants me to go to work..
*thanks for your understanding. i hate you. ;(

but this is reality,,
and i have to face it..
i hope Allah always give me spirit to through this phase..
amien ;*