great job eminem!! ;*

heart this video,,wish u like it too.. ;)

oficially graduated

officially graduated is really made me sick!!
BECAUSE:
1. now, i am an unemployment..
and it means i don't have a job and [of course],,i don't have money..
hix ;'(
2. i have to find a job which can make me comfortable..
and it's really difficult to me..
because i don't want to work in any kind of bank and media television..
3. i never imagine to reach this level..
because,,[actually]i really don't want to work..
he
i just wanna do what i love,,
doing some business,,being an entrepreneur etc.
but my boyfriend wants me to go to work..
*thanks for your understanding. i hate you. ;(

but this is reality,,
and i have to face it..
i hope Allah always give me spirit to through this phase..
amien ;*

indonesia daily veil #3 [heart it]

p.s:well,,
i'm so sorry to post all of those stuff..
its because i was affected by pre-graduation ceremony syndrome..
[is it exist??] haha
so i hope all of u can understand me..
hehe

indonesia daily veil #2

indonesia daily veil #1

its really easy to learn..

watch and enjoy it ^^

happy happy happy ^^

yeay,,
i'm so happy right now..
^^

dissappointed.

i really disappointed with him.

well,,

i know if i'm not a good listener,,

but honestly,,he's too..

he never listen what i said..

but it doesn't mean he didn't tell me anything!!

thanks for your understanding..

home sweet home

i really tired..

this morning i went to Jakarta and done the psycho test in one of the company where i applied to work,,
and i almost late because the traffic jam and it was the first time i came to that company which is far away from my home anyway..
and i almost die too in the journey to reach the location of that company because:

1. Jakarta was extremely hot,,[whereas that was 9am!! damn.]
2. i was blind,,[i really didn't know the direction to reach that location]
3. and the traffic jam is really killing me softly..

well,,
i don't know that am i really want this job or not..
because there is too much the disadvantages,,
but..
i am home now..
and it's really nice to know..haha
home sweet home..
and i want to take a rest..
nite, fellas ^^

stuff.project.

well,,

here i am..

sit down on this chair,,looking for something different for my stuff project..

and i just don't know what will i do for it..

i don't have any idea,,

i don't have any command to direct me to do something,,

and honestly,,i don't know why i wanna do this kind of activity..

i think he has a slut fairy to command me to do this activity ..

[horray for him]

shit.

but i don't care if it's true..

i just wanna give the best that i can do for my stuff project..

i really happy if someone like my stuff and give their thumbs to me..

well,,even all of my stuff is too simple..

but,that's me..

i like everything simple..

simple but nice to see..

i hope he likes some of them..

*cross fingers

empty day.

well,,well,,well..
i am fasting today and i have to go to somewhere..
but my legs so hard to follow my command and they can't walk away from where i am now..
*read: chair

i just wanna chat with someone..
and talking about what we called "no subject conversation"..
but i didn't find anyone..
they're seem so tired to chat or maybe to busy to disturb in this morning..

thanks to busy world which makes my day so empty..

one step closer.

i finally reached this level..
yeay!!

i can't wait for my graduation day!!
even if i still have 1-2 month to prepare it..
hehe
well,,u know..
i really excited about this..
but besides that, it's makes me confused too..
because,,
now,i have a question in my head...
the question is: what should i wear on my graduation day?

do you have any suggest for me??

tired.

i don't know what i have to say,,
but this time,,this second when i write this thing,,
i was really tired..
i even forgot that i was fasting..
well,,
i won't forget every part of it which happen today..
ran,,up and down to every stairs in my college,,
i went to one place and to another place only in half hours..
damn.
it really successful makes me tired..
great job..

Your Love is My Drug (isn't it???)

Your Love is My Drug
Kesha

Maybe I need some rehab,
Or maybe just need some sleep
I've got a sick obsession,
I'm seeing it in my dreams

I'm looking down every alley,
I'm making those desperate calls
Im staying up all night hoping,
Hit my head against the walls

What you've got boy is hard to find
I think about it all about it all the time
I'm all strung up my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind

Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love

Won't listen to any advice, momma's telling me to think twice
But left to my own devices i'm addicted its a crisis!

My friends think I've gone crazy, my judgment is getting kinda hazy
My status is gonna be affected if I keep it up like a love sick crackhead

What you've got boy is hard to find
I think about it all about it all the time
I'm all strung up my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind

Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love

I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you're with me
But crash and crave you when you are away

So I got a question;
Do you want to have a summer party in my basement?
Do I make your heart beat like an 808 drum?
Is my love, your drug?
(huh) Your drug? (huh) your drug? (huh) your drug?
Is my love, your drug?

Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love (x2)

Heyyy heyyy your love, your love,your love,your love, (whispered) is my drug
I like your beard

thanks ALLAH ^^

and I DIT IT my way!!
yeay..
unbelievable,,


i dedicated my big thanks to ALLAH SWT... ^^
muah muah.

despicable me?HEART IT!!!

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very recommended!!
it's really funny movie and makes me wanna see it once again and once again!!
muah muah.

spirit,,come to me now!!!

give me spirit!!!

*crossfingers

i don't care,,

i really don't care what his feelings..
all i know is,, i do love him and i want to take care of him even if it impossible.. ;))

his day!! ^^

happy birthday my sweetheart,,pooh..^^

my heart will always be with you

oh,,i wish love as simple as that..
and this picture is really cute, isn't it?

p.l.a.g.u.e

oh, yes I can. But it was tomorrow. I don't know what happen today.
I only knew that love can moody sometimes.

what's up dude?

what's up dude?
dude,what's up?
what's up dude?
...

do u remember where we can find this dialog?
it's a damn funny movie i ever seen..
*if u know what i mean

i miss you,,i'm so sorry..

New World!! I'm coming!!

A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming

(A Whole New World-Celine Dion & Peabo Bryson)

and then i realized that everyone have an opportunity to live in a new world if they want it. ^^

family is forever

and i'm so happy because i have a great family that always make me laugh..
luv u so much.. ^^
xoxo

why can't I turn off the radio?

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(So Sick - Ne Yo)

how could I??

how could I?? I am a serious person!
*haha

just make a big deal,,^^

just click for the link.

help.

even if i smile and smile to everyone,,
but inside of my heart and my soul..
i always cry every second i breath..
and i am a good liar to act like that,,
GOD,,help me to face my day with smile..

tears.

one thing that u should know is,,
i cry,,and cry..every second,,when i remember him..
hix,,

it's really awful for me..
because my shirt was full with my tears,,

letter from someone to someone who broke her heart

i didn't believe when you said to me that you can't accept who i am now..
even if i gave you all of my trust for you..

did you remember when you said to me : "do you believe me, right?"
and i gave you everything that i have,,
but you said that you can't accept me now because i was in my different look now??
and it really broken my heart..
i swear that you're really a j***!
how could i believe in you?? what a life!!
besides that,,i have ever asked you, right?
i asked your permission..and you said yes..

and how could you ask me to understand you but besides that you never understand me??
how??!! tell me!!
you are so selfish person i have ever known in my life..
you're such a d*** j***!!
s***!

but your promise is just a promise..
i never believe you until you proved something to me..
something that can change my life immediately..
i will waiting for your promise..
i give you my word..
because you must responsible for everything that we've done..

signpost of life

choose your way,,choose the right way,,the best one..

true LIFE or true LIE??

i found this quote from photobucket.com..

sunday night with you..

it had been a long time since i and my boyfriend didn't go to somewhere
and spent time together..
and i was so happy when we did that..
almost every angle in our destination i kept in a picture..

only you in my heart

this is my boyfriend who always give me spirit to reach what i want,,
sometimes he's being a selfish human,,but he was nice person i ever met..
although that,,he always makes me want to hit him..hehe

but deep in my heart,,only him who always in my heart..
luv u so much sweetheart..
cups.

stop ghost fishing!!

just wanna tell you about the problem that always be a big problem to our fisheries,,

Ghost fishing is the term used for lost or abandoned fishing gear that continues to catch fish. It is environmentally detrimental and the fish caught is wasted. The issue of "ghost fishing" was first brought to the attention of world at the 16th Session of the FAO Committee on Fisheries in April 1985. Following debate at COFI, the FAO Secretariat published an in-depth study of the problem (www.fao.org/fishery/topic/14798/en).

as a good citizen,,lets take care our sea for our child..
stop ghost fishing!!

what my heart said.

why you always misunderstand with me??

i always behind you and give you spirit to face up your day,,right?
i never ask too much,,i never want you to do what i want..
i give you freedom,,and always say : do what you want to do..
is it never enough for you?

oh,,i forgot..
you are so selfish..
too selfish to know what i feel..
too selfish to know about my feelings..

you never give me space to tell you how you are killing me, slowly..
[my heart, i mean..]
i need to talk to you,,
just give me your time..
have you?

totally stuck in my sucks life.. [DAMN]

who am i??
i really don't know. its so complicated.
i love arts. i do. every parts of art that i knew..
but i just don't know where am i going to start and end up..

i love all about design stuff,,design interior,,mix and match something,,etc
create something new that i don't know which part of that can i used..
or what i can do with that,,

i love to paint something,,
on the wood,,shirt,,paper,,etc
and all of stuff that i made just i put in my room..
because i don't know what i can do with that..-again-

i love share my feelings in poems or short story (cerita pendek)..
but it had been long time ago i didn't do this anymore,,

i love edit photos,,
since i knew that photo is cool stuff ever which u can create more with your own style,,
and i always try to give different style with others,,
so i have my own character in arts world,,

i love take photos,,unique photos i guess,,
with different angle..with my creativity..
(walaupun kebanyakan dibilang aneh sama orang2 sekitar gw..hehe)
but its totally art right?
art is what u make it,,with on your own,,with your capability,,with your heart,,with your art soul,,although it so strange according to other people who looked it..

but the point is..
i don't know the first thing that i should do in my sucks life..
and i still don't know until and even i knew what i love and what i like..
damn.

Bogor Botanical Garden

saturday, April 17th 2010..

me and my sista went to bogor botanical garden,,
and u know what? its a long journey for us
BECAUSE..

1. we were walking around with our foot
2. that place is soooooo....big for us (and for our foot, of course..haha)


and this is what we've got..
*narcissism
hehe

get well soon.

yesterday,,
me and my parents went to grandma and grandpa's house..
its very sad looked my grandpa sick with swollen foot..

i can imagine if i was in that position,,
its so terrible,,
u know..its like a bad day that i cant stand with my own foot and cant walk like everybody does..
its really,,really,,awful..
but i was so happy when I saw my grandma always beside him and give her attention to him..
may Allah give me a good person with personality like her..
and I hope my grandpa get well soon..
amien,,
^^

i hope everything is gonna be alright then.

[DO SOMETHING] for a BETTER LIFE

well,,
when i discussed with my group and the leader,,-of course-,,
we realized that we'd never do something yet in our life for a better life,,
so..we should make a list for that..
and lets check the list.

12 something you have to do for a better life:

1. appreciate your time (discipline yourself)
2. stop vandalism
3. put your rubbish in trash bag
4. safety drive
5. green act:do planting/reforestation,make little garden at ur home,etc.
6. save water for the future
7. turn off the light if you didn't use it
8. recycle an-organic stuff to be an useful stuff
9. give something useful for the person who needed
10. check up your health before too late
11. donor blood
12. fight sightless letters.

Please give me an extra amount about [DO SOMETHING] for a BETTER LIFE from your opinion or your idea.
Your opinion and your idea is very useful to other person in this world for a better life.
So,,i think..we have to refresh their brain before something terrible happen..
i will waiting for that and thank you so much for your time,,
I wish every second of what you do and done in your life is for a better life..^^

we're just HUMAN!!

check this one out.




so guys,,don't being an arrogant person...
whoever you are or wherever you come from..you're just a HUMAN..
and ONLY a little THING in this world..^^

*remember: your life is temporary.

government act??

picture 1

picture 2

well,,thats so ironic..when i saw that statement (picture 1), i was happy..

but unfortunately,,after that..
i saw the truth of that statement (picture 2)..
and the question is...where is the government?? did they give action to that problems??

or police..maybe?

life quote

Quote of the day is...

and yes, i am..thanks!!^^

*picture from www.photobucket.com

splash.

in this picture,,from left: septa, me, and seli..
and i'm sorry to change the color of her clothes..haha

waterfall..

you can see me?? i give u the key..
key:the yellow shirt..
now,,you can see me right?..
good,, ^^

ok,i love this stuff..bcoz i was beneath the waterfall,,and it's forbidden
*to me,,i think.. -haha..
and you know what?my mom so worried,,bcoz she cant prohibit us to go there..
well,,maybe thats our ambition..
swim,,to go there,,and proved that we can reach that..
like certain that you can reach your dream..
*L-E-B-A-Y,,hahahaha

anyway,,
this picture was taken at curug luhur..
i went there with my famz and my lovely..^^ hehe
miss that moment,,~_~ hiks,,

sunset,,oh sunset..

i've found a great picture and i want to share it with you. please, take a look.


that's sunset!! i've never imagine so close with it..and i was in the middle of the sea..
but not IN the sea,,exactly..
still on the surface i mean,,haha
i was on the fisherman ship,,stand up with my foots,,and its so cool..
i hope i can feel that again,,with different trip of course ^^

jump.

it took when my ministry have a trip to Jakarta-Banten-Lampung..
we have a great time eva,,we went to the island in Lampung which didn't have occupant,,
with white sand,,best view,,and nice shot..

come on guyz..lets jump -again-

my girls,,

this is a picture of my girls,,
u can called us 'bucat'..we're not a GANG,,like badgirl,,hotchick or whatever..
bcoz the meaning of bucat is..bucat=buku curhat,,haha
when we're in senior high school,,we're like and enjoy to tell the story of us,,
about what happened to us, problems around us,,about boys in our life -of course-..in a book..
and we have finished 6 books in 2 years..
*5 books,exactly..bcoz the sixth book is never completed
i think that book is so important to us..
bcoz without that book,,i think we cant through our life with passion and smile..
hey,,we're just an ordinary girl...we have to tell our secret to another person who can understand us..
and i think,,they are..

well,,in a word,,our relationship is best,,best,,bestfriends,,^^
like words that i used on that picture.."friends 4 eva"
miss u all galz,,xoxoxo
;*

yeay,,hello everyone!!

O-K!! This is it..
lets check my blog and you'll see what i've done...
i hope my blog can give you love,joy, and happiness..

i created this blog to share about my life style and creativity..
i'm a beginner,,so i hope you can give me your comment for my posting..

enjoy it,,^^